I am a queer woman of color and I am someone who is forced to pay a significant amount of money in order to attend Hampshire College. In order to compensate for my loans and pay them back efficiently I have chosen to participate in sex work, specifically cam girl work. I don’t feel as…
I just spent a long time writing a post about what’s going on in my life/psyche and I deleted the fucking thing. I’m depressed as shit and really scared because it’s pushing away the people I love. Please send good vibes?
I hate when people are like “I wish I could be a kid again cuz everything was so much easier and nicer and happier” because no, being a powerless child is terrifying and I never had that kid of childhood where things were simple and happy. Ill never get that back and I feel incredibly alienated when people talk about how good and normal their childhood was.
Also every time childhood comes in in a class and is discussed as this idyllic time of safety and carefree happiness… yeah.